Heya guys. sorry for not updating in a while but I haven't been living at home, I've been with a friend wich you might call my foster mother and I'm living at her place for the time being.
I started school this year (Yay me :P) For those of you who don't know, I haven't been atending school for a bout 1 and a half year now. So it't a kinda big deal to me. Kim (the woman I mentioned above) has helped me alot. I rarely self-harm anymore. and I'm not considered having an eating disorder in my medical journal anymore :D I'm still in therapy but I don't have time for that crap anymore lol.
I met Kim when I was gonna visit hers and just look at her horses. 5 days later I slept over for the first time and spent weeks there. Now I permanently live there with her :)
Kim has "3" horses and two of them are mine (Really all of them is hers, legally, but two of them we call mine ;))and I help out with them everyday. Feeding, mucking, training and riding them. It's alot of fun. :)
These horses have been my lifeline and they've helped me out ALOT. They're pretty much the reason I don't self-harm anymore, I have no time for it haha. And they're the reason I've started eating more normal. Since I work hard I can eat more :)When I first met her she had 4 horses but a couple of months ago one of them left us to go home to his owner. Matti <3 Now we have 5 of them. Dånis a north swedish horse. 3 warmbloods (Lycka, Lillan and Älgen) and a shetland pony (Boccia) ;)
Heres some pictures of them.
Dånis
Lillan and me in the background ;)
Matti, the horse who left <3
Now you all know how I'm doing for now
Love you xx
Elin
