11/13/2010

Hellu :)

Heya guys. sorry for not updating in a while but I haven't been living at home, I've been with a friend wich you might call my foster mother and I'm living at her place for the time being.
I started school this year (Yay me :P) For those of you who don't know, I haven't been atending school for a bout 1 and a half year now. So it't a kinda big deal to me. Kim (the woman I mentioned above) has helped me alot. I rarely self-harm anymore. and I'm not considered having an eating disorder in my medical journal anymore :D I'm still in therapy  but I don't have time for that crap anymore lol.

I met Kim when I was gonna visit hers and just look at her horses. 5 days later I slept over for the first time and spent weeks there. Now I permanently live there with her :) 
Kim has "3" horses and two of them are mine  (Really all of them is hers, legally, but two of them we call mine ;))and I help out with them everyday. Feeding, mucking, training and riding them. It's alot of fun. :)
These horses have been my lifeline and they've helped me out ALOT. They're pretty much the reason I don't self-harm anymore, I have no time for it haha. And they're the reason I've started eating more normal. Since I work hard I can eat more :)When I first met her she had 4 horses but a couple of months ago one of them left us to go home to his owner. Matti <3 Now we have 5 of them. Dånis a north swedish horse. 3 warmbloods (Lycka, Lillan and Älgen) and a shetland pony (Boccia) ;)
Heres some pictures of them.

 Dånis
Lillan and me in the background ;)
Matti, the horse who left <3

Now you all know how I'm doing for now

Love you xx
Elin

15 comments:

mariarita's blog said...

miss you friend ...
I wish you all good, I was happy to have met you ...
Hugs

BYHSD said...

aw right back at ya ;)

Ylvi said...

Great to hear all the good news from you! Miss you! Wish you all the best!
Big hug!

Caytie said...

So glad to hear from you. I'm glad you're doing well and have found things that fulfill you. Best of luck!!! Will you be updating more now?

Chicago said...

Glad you're doing better :) Your horses are beautiful. I've always wanted a horse since I was young. A horse and a barbie jeep lol.

Happy Holidays!

Anonymous said...

I'm so proud of you, and I can't stop smiling, so happy for you.

Gabriella

BYHSD said...

Thank you everyone I miss you guys soooooo much.

xx
Elin

Anonymous said...

Hi Elin! Im so glad you feel better.
It seems to me that you are stronger than you might believe - or else you would not have made it so far. Big hug and good luck!
yours shahi

Anonymous said...

I am so relieved to hear that you're doing better. I can relate to animals helping you feel better. There was a time when I was feeling depressed and the only reason I kept living was to take care of my two cats - I'd say they're part of the reason that I'm here now. (That and the support of my family) God bless you and Merry Chrismas (and happy new year!)

QuileuteGirl said...

I'm so glad your doing so much better and I hope you had a great christmas and a wonderful new year x

ps: Those horses are beautiful x

witchzenka said...

I'm glad to hear you're healing.

Anonymous said...

Wonderful news, I have been following your blog for some time and I am so happy to hear things are better for you. You make great things and I love them. Keep looking to the stars:)

Simlicious said...

I'm sooo happy to hear that you're doing so much better! I hope everything is going well for you :)
*hugs*

Ella said...

wow :)
That's great news, I'm glad to hear you are doing so much better!!
I hope you can go back making nice stuff for the sims:) Hugs

letswoohoo said...

Hi.
I don't know you but I randomly found your site and I must say I admire you, even If you say you just do conversions you still do it beautifully.

Even through we don't know each other I'm glad your better.
I've gone through the self-harming and eating disorder stages, they are still their and I doubt that they will go away, I remember people telling me to get over but they just didn't understand that you can't.
Anyway, I've already talked enough.
I hope you get better.