11/27/2009

I'M BACK!

Everybody I'm back!! YAY!!
Or atleast I hope so. I'm going back to the hospital on tuesday and hopefully they'll sign me out.
But right now I'm on the edge of committing suicide, but I wanted to come home so badly that I didn't tell them, I've already planned the whole thing but I'm trying my best to resist, so I'm keeping myself busy with conversions.
 
I'm currently working on a breakfast set by marilu at TSR
TS2 pic:

PS. I won't do all of the recolors, just the yellow one.

22 comments:

Arantxa said...

When I saw the notice that you had written I've very happy. I need to read you. You have my strength, I am sending it to you forever. This feeling will go one day, I promise one day it will. While we need you.
I'm looking forward to seeing your work.Now I post to my blog than you are prepared and I'm sure everyone will be so happy.
Strength, power, strength and lots of love.

Arantxa said...

Carlos, my son (he's 8 years old) is telling me: "Mum sends many kisses to Elin. I'll fulfill his desire.
Kisses, kisses, kisses, kisses ......<3 <3 <3 <3

mariarita said...

Glad you back ... I'll be hoping that everything is well with you ...
we love you hugs..

Anonymous said...

You are such a beautiful young woman,you have so much to offer this world,please don't think about ending your life.Do you know how hurt all of us will feel if you weren't here.I think of you as my little sister,please have good thoughts.I read that some of the antidepressant medications make you feel that way (ending your life)please ask your mom to look into this.We love you beautiful young lady.

Sakaki said...

BYHSD your back! :D:D:D:D

Marisa said...

Welcome back. We missed you! I'm sorry you're feeling so low right now. Please don't do anything drastic. Talk to someone who you can trust and tell them how you feel - please, please do this!! It's very important. I know how you're feeling - I have been there so many times myself. But I realise now that suicide is never the answer. If you do kill yourself, you will never know what might have been. You deserve to live a full life like everyone else. xxx

Anonymous said...

Don't hurt yourself.

Really.

Consider, at least, the impact that ending your life would have on the people who care about you... and yes, there are people who really really care about you. Your pain will become manageable one day. But the absence of your being in the lives of those who love you will never go away. The void were you once existed can't ever be filled in the minds and hearts of the people you touch from day to day.

You are precious, and beautiful, and your life as valuable and wanted. Find a way to persist, and don't give up on yourself...

GillianIvy said...

Oh sweet beautiful Elin. I was so happy to see that you were back. And terribly saddened to read of your pain.

Thank you for being so open with a world of strangers reading. You've opened yourself to us and we all truly love you. How could someone across the ocean and never knowing you really care? I do and I am not alone.

Don't ever lose yourself. We've found you.

Anonymous said...

I'm glad you're back and looking forward to your work, ask for help if the medication is very strong and does not suit you, the doctor needs to know and help you, for my part I send you many kisses

Martine said...

Elin, I'm so glad to see you're back! I just want to say, like everyone before me, please don't hurt yourself, find someone to talk to about these feelings. They will understand. You'll be in my prayers, BIG HUG <3

Jessy said...

I'm so glad to see you back!!!
But please don't think about suicide, you are so young and there's so much you gonna miss. Time will get better for sure.
Hugs! <3

LILI said...

I feel so awful when I read your thoughts. I wish there was some way that I could help you. You are so young, and have so much ahead of you.... And you seem realy good person.... please be good to yourself... Thank you for another great conversion!

Anonymous said...

I'm happy you are back
But please Elin don't think about suicide. You are too precious, too important. I'll miss you if you do that.

Anonymous said...

These are very nice conversions, it would be even nicer if the person who made them could stick around on this Earth longer....

Anonymous said...

I am so glad to hear you are back, it really is great news, I am a big fan of your clutter conversions!

I was wondering if it was at al possible if you could convert some of the items here - http://www.blackpearlsims.com/showthread.php?t=18347

I asked Black Pearl but they were really mean about it.

If not that is ok I won't be upset because you convert enough items to make me happy!

Thank you

BYHSD said...

What things do you want converted?

And I really prefer requests by mail :)

Anonymous said...

welcome back *yay*

can you convert the silver recolor of the breakfast set?

Anonymous said...

I'm Very sorry BYHSD, I requested properly by email, I must have misread.

Thank you so much, can't wait to see if you will be able to do them for me!

Thank you

deestar said...

Hang in there-- and please try to remember that if anyone pity's you it is your problem not theirs. You a a strong, tough young woman to have already overcome so much at such a young age. You are wonderfully creative, and if what we have seen here in the Sims community is any indication, you will put that to good use someday. Keep being strong and remember that are people who will support you even if many of us can never understand what has happened to you. Just keep fighting, sometimes it is really hard to face your personal demons but, you will be a stronger and better person for it in the end. Please try and keep focused on the positive things in your life, your family (sometimes not always positive but they do love you and that counts), your pets, the friends you have made here in the community, and your friends irl. Chin up - and get better

deestar said...

Correct that if anyone pitys you it is their problem not yours- my dyslexia is kicking in there, so please ignore that and focus on the rest of what I said

The Yautja Girl said...

well i think suicide wont change anything for you... just made your family sad...so hope you change your mind!

conversions are nice!

Formalhaut said...

Don't Commit Suicide... Ive Been There Already.

Seriously, Don't, Your Family Will Be Devastated.

Well, Not Much Else I Can Type, Just Keep Up The Good Work And Ill Always Be Cheering For You!