2 years :O

Wow I can't believe it' been over 2 years since I created this blog :O I haven't been very active or about a year and still I have visitors every day. You guys are amazing! Truly amazing!

I might continue converting clutter as that's the easiest and the least time-consuming.
I've been very busy setting up my new TS3 Horse Registry. Read about that at Equus-sims.com
My registry is found at eecenter.weebly.com

xoxoo

Hellooo

Hey everybody, with the new expansionpack coming out in october I thought I might get back to converting, anyone who agree? Or is there already to many people that convert out there? Anyways, I'd like suggestions on what type of things you want converted. Kitchen deco, hobby deco, random deco, simplefurniture etc. So comment and give me your opinions :D And also I'd like to have testers tha try the things out in game and give advice on how I can improve it at also one that take photos and edit the pictures, because my game doesn't run that good so I can't take HQ pictures >-< It's a good thing I'm getting a new computer soon :)

Soooo please help me, you'll be given credits for photos and you'll be a part of my blog :D

xx
Elin

Edit: You might have noticed the new layout :D The other one was so black o.O I think it might have reflected how I was feeling back then, but now I'm so much better :)
And heres a photo of my favorite horse at the riding school, which I ride in lessons and three times a week :)

Her name is Quinta and she's 6 years old this year and she the most beautiful horse in the whole wide world, I love her :) She came to the riding school in november last year, unridden and supposedly (spelling?) a very mare-y and agressive horse, so she was put behind bars in her stall and we weren't supposed to touch her or even pay attention to her but one day I was standing infront of her stall and I felt her warm breath in my neck, it was amazing and since then I love her x) Sounds like a movie, but that's also how it felt. And for those of you who wonder what breed she is, she some kind of Latvian Warmblood or something :) She was imported to Sweden last year.

Heeeey :D

Hello all the people out there :D
How are you all doing?
So sorry for not updating >.< Again....

Anywho; I got myself a facebook account today xD
For all the people who don't know, I absolutely resented facebook befor and as recently as yesterday I thought to myself "I am NEVER getting a facebook acount" But however I have a crush on a guy, and I wanted to chat to him so therefore I got it. Pathetic ey?

But if you want to add me you're free to do so :)

http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100002112200215

Right off to bed now, Nighty night everybody :D

Hellu :)

Heya guys. sorry for not updating in a while but I haven't been living at home, I've been with a friend wich you might call my foster mother and I'm living at her place for the time being.

I started school this year (Yay me :P) For those of you who don't know, I haven't been atending school for a bout 1 and a half year now. So it't a kinda big deal to me. Kim (the woman I mentioned above) has helped me alot. I rarely self-harm anymore. and I'm not considered having an eating disorder in my medical journal anymore :D I'm still in therapy  but I don't have time for that crap anymore lol.

I met Kim when I was gonna visit hers and just look at her horses. 5 days later I slept over for the first time and spent weeks there. Now I permanently live there with her :) 

Kim has "3" horses and two of them are mine  (Really all of them is hers, legally, but two of them we call mine ;))and I help out with them everyday. Feeding, mucking, training and riding them. It's alot of fun. :)

These horses have been my lifeline and they've helped me out ALOT. They're pretty much the reason I don't self-harm anymore, I have no time for it haha. And they're the reason I've started eating more normal. Since I work hard I can eat more :)When I first met her she had 4 horses but a couple of months ago one of them left us to go home to his owner. Matti <3 Now we have 5 of them. Dånis a north swedish horse. 3 warmbloods (Lycka, Lillan and Älgen) and a shetland pony (Boccia) ;)

Heres some pictures of them.

 Dånis

Lillan and me in the background ;)

Matti, the horse who left <3

Now you all know how I'm doing for now

Love you xx

Elin

Hi...

I'm still alive guys and I'm sorry for not answering any emails and stuff alot has been going on with the police and shit, but that's not really why I've written this post, recently I got a comment saying:

-.- god get over it! 
Everyone goes through this sometime in their lives. 
And for the girl above pff.. don't compare your life to hers saying what you go through is worse. 
You can't really say it is or not, what we live and feel affects us and even if you think that you live a harder life and her seems less hard well it can affect her as much as it affects you even if it doesnt seem like it should. 

I don't want to get personal here but I've gone through bad shit myself, I could say that i've gone through much tougher moments then the ones you have, but thats not the point. And as I said before, even though we have lived different things it can hurt just the same. 



From what I've read, this girl has got a lot of help from her parents but she still wants more and more attention. If she really wanted help and to get better than she would have to really think that way and put some of herlsef into it.


Think about what you have and what others don't, try looking at everything without thinking "oh poor me :( " dont ever feel pitty for youself and be strong. It's the best thing you can do and it works. Get help if you want and actually try to get helped. Look for nice hobbies and create goals for your life. 

Dont wine, its smarter to tell your story if you have been strong enough to get over all your troubles. :) 


Bye


To this anonymous writer:
I am NOT seeking attention, this was the only way to let people know how I feel, if anyone is bothered by it don't read it. the things I write nobody that I really know reads it and it feels good to get it all out it was one of my only ways of coping, but now I few left.


And I don't feel sorry for myself, infact I hate myself.
The abuse I went through, I feel like it's my fault that I didn't do anything about it sooner and I must've done something horrid or else it wouldn't have happened. For my self-harming I feel useless and horrible to everyone that cares. I feel like shit and have no pity for myself whatsoever. I hate myself and I deserve to die, for all the horrible things I've done, so sorry for me? I do not think so...


I don't mean to be rude but saying that I seek attention and feeling sorry for myself really got me upset, when you clearly don't know me, nobody does. And nobody probably never will...


I do not know the next time I'll post again might be a while or it might not.

My best friend ♥

This post is dedicated to my dear, beloved and best friend, EVER!! 

♥

I love you hon, and don't you ever forget that (:

ERICA♥ ♥ ♥

Älskar dig sötis <3 

Coming up

Hey guys, just wanted to show you what's coming up in time for easter :

(ts2 pic)

And much more hopefully, if I have the time :)